雙語感人美文：一貓一世情

雙語感人美文：一貓一世情

　　摘錄：但是，還有事情沒做。我覺得我還沒有完成自己的任務(wù)。我突然想起來，雖然我讓他趕快成為一個(gè)男子漢，而他也優(yōu)雅而堅(jiān)強(qiáng)地做到了，但他依然是個(gè)孩子。我伸出了雙臂，問他是否需要一個(gè)擁抱。他確實(shí)需要，而且說實(shí)在的，我也需要。

　　雙語感人美文：一貓一世情

　　I’m not sure how he got to my clinic. He didn’t look old enough to drive, although his child’s body had begun to 1)broaden and he moved with the heavy grace of young 2)manhood. His face was direct and open.

　　When I walked into the waiting room, he was 3)lovingly petting his cat through the open door of the carrier on his lap. With a schoolboy’s faith in 4)authority, he had brought his sick cat in for me to mend. The cat was a tiny thing, 5)exquisitely formed, with a delicate 6)skull and beautiful 7)markings. She was about the boy’s own age, 8)give or take a year. I could see how her spots and stripes and her fierce, bright face had 9)evoked the image of a tiger in a child’s mind, and 10)Tigress she had become. Age had 11)dammed the bright green fire of her eyes into faded lace, but she was still elegant and 12)self-possessed.

　　我不知道他是怎樣來到我的診所的。他看起來還沒到可以開車的年齡，雖然他那孩童的身軀已經(jīng)開始發(fā)育，舉手投足間也充滿了年輕男子的翩翩風(fēng)姿。他的表情坦率而真誠。

　　他的膝蓋上放著一個(gè)貓籠，當(dāng)我走進(jìn)候診室時(shí)，他正把手伸進(jìn)敞開的小門，親切地愛撫著他的貓。帶著學(xué)生對于權(quán)威的信任，他將他那生病的貓帶到我這里來治療。貓的個(gè)頭不大，身形纖美，有著精致的小腦袋和美麗的斑紋。她的年紀(jì)和那男孩差不多大，偏差不超過一歲。我可以從她的斑點(diǎn)和條紋，還有她那野性機(jī)靈的臉龐上看出，在孩子的心目中她就像是一只老虎，所以她的名字就叫虎妞。年齡的衰老使得她眼中明亮的綠色火焰黯然失色，但她依然優(yōu)雅自若。

　　I began to ask questions to determine what had brought this charming pair to see me. Unlike most adults, the boy answered simply and directly. Tigress had had a normal appetite until recently, when she’d begun to 13)vomit a couple of times a day. Now she was not eating at all and had withdrawn from her human family. She had also lost a pound, which is a lot when you weigh only six.

　　我開始問診，了解為什么這兩個(gè)可愛的家伙會(huì)到我這里來。和大多數(shù)成年人不同的是，男孩的回答簡單而直接?；㈡さ奈缚谝幌蛘＃钡阶罱_始每天嘔吐好幾次。如今她完全不吃不喝了，還躲避著她的人類家庭。她已經(jīng)瘦了一磅(約0.454公斤)——如果你只有六磅重的話，這就瘦得很厲害了。

　　14)Stroking Tigress, I told her how beautiful she was while I examined her eyes and mouth, listened to her heart and lungs, and felt her stomach. My fingers found it: a 15)tubular mass in 16)mid-abdomen. Tigress politely tried to slip away. She did not like the mass being handled.

　　我撫摸著虎妞，一邊對她說她是多么美麗，一邊檢查她的眼睛和嘴巴，聽她的心肺，輕按她的胃部。我發(fā)現(xiàn)在她腹部的中部有個(gè)腎小管團(tuán)。虎妞客氣地試圖溜走。她不喜歡被人摸到那塊東西。

　　I looked at the fresh faced boy and back at the cat he had probably had all his 1ife. I was going to have to tell him that his beloved companion had a 17)tumor. Even if it were 18)surgically removed, she probably would survive less than a year, and might need weekly 19)chemotherapy to last that long.

　　我看了看男孩稚嫩的臉龐，然后又看了看那只或許從小就陪伴著他的貓。我將不得不告訴他，他摯愛的伙伴得了腫瘤。即便做手術(shù)摘除了，她可能也活不過一年，而且可能還要每個(gè)星期做化療才能維持得到。

　　It would all be very difficult and expensive. So I was going to have to tell this boy that his cat was likely to die. And there he was, all alone. Death is something we push to the background and ignore as long as possible, but in reality every living thing we love will die. It is an 20)omnipresent part of life. How death is first experienced can be life-forming. It can be a thing of horror and suffering, or a peaceful release.

　　這樣治療難度頗大，且費(fèi)用高昂，所以我將不得不告訴這個(gè)男孩，他的貓很可能會(huì)死去。然后，就剩下他孤單一人了。我們常?？桃饽曀劳觯罕M可能久地忽視它的存在，但實(shí)際上，我們深愛的每個(gè)生命都會(huì)死去。死亡是生命中揮之不去的一部分。第一次直面死亡的經(jīng)歷會(huì)影響往后的生活。它可能會(huì)是一件恐怖而痛苦的事情，或者也可能會(huì)是一種安詳?shù)慕饷摗?/p>

　　So I would have to guide the boy through this myself. 1 did not want the burden. It had to be done perfectly, or he might end up emotionally scarred. It would have been easy to 21)shirk this task and summon a parent. But when l looked at the boy’s face, I could not do it. He knew something was wrong. I could not just ignore him. So I talked to him as Tigress’s rightful owner and told him as gently as I could what I had found, and what it meant.

　　所以，我將不得不親自指引這個(gè)男孩度過難關(guān)。我不想背負(fù)這個(gè)重任。它必須做得盡善盡美，否則最后他可能會(huì)遭受情感創(chuàng)傷。要想逃避這個(gè)任務(wù)而找他的某位親人代為告知很容易辦到，但是當(dāng)我看到那個(gè)男孩的臉龐時(shí)，我實(shí)在不忍心。他知道有點(diǎn)不對勁。我不能就這樣無視他。于是我向虎妞的合法主人——小男孩——道出了她的病情，盡可能溫和地告訴他我的診斷，以及這意味著什么。

　　As I spoke, the boy 22)jerked 23)convulsively away from me, probably so I could not see his face, but I had seen it begin to twist as he turned. I sat down and turned to Tigress, to give the boy some privacy, and stroked her beautiful old face while I discussed the alternatives with him. I could do a 24)biopsy of the mass, let her 25)fade away at home, or give her an injection and put her to sleep. He listened carefully and nodded 26)gravely. He said he didn’t think she was very comfortable anymore, and he didn’t want her to suffer.

　　當(dāng)我說話時(shí)，男孩抽搐著猛然扭過頭去，認(rèn)為這樣我就看不到他的臉了，但在他轉(zhuǎn)頭時(shí)，我看到他的臉開始扭曲。我坐了下來，轉(zhuǎn)向虎妞，給男孩留點(diǎn)私人空間，并輕輕撫摸小貓那衰老卻依舊美麗的臉龐，和他談?wù)搫e的處理方式。我可以給腎小管團(tuán)做切片，讓她在家慢慢死去，或是給她打一針，讓她長眠。他仔細(xì)地聽著，沉重地點(diǎn)著頭。他說，他認(rèn)為她身體狀況不大好，他也不想讓她再受苦。

　　I offered to call a parent to explain what was going on. He gave me his father’s number. I went over everything again with the father while the boy listened and petted his cat. Then I let father speak to son. The boy paced and gestured and his voice broke a few times, but when he hung up, he turned to me with dry eyes and said they had decided to put her to sleep.

　　我提出給他的家人打個(gè)電話，說明這件事情。他給了我他父親的號(hào)碼。我把整件事情又對他的父親述說了一遍，男孩邊聽邊撫摸著他的貓。接著，我讓他父親跟他通話。男孩邊踱步邊比劃，他的聲音中斷了好幾次，但當(dāng)他掛上電話時(shí)，他轉(zhuǎn)向我，沒有流淚，只說他們決定讓她長眠。

　　No rage, no denial, no 27)hysteria, just acceptance of the inevitable. I could see, though, how much it was costing him. I could not control the tears streaming down my face, or the grief I felt 28)welling inside for this boy who had had to become a man so quickly and so alone.

　　沒有憤怒，沒有拒絕，沒有情緒失控，只有對無可避免的事實(shí)的接受。但是我看得出，這有多傷他的心。我無法自制，淚水滑下臉龐，或是感覺到男孩心中滿溢的悲傷，他必須要成為一個(gè)男子漢，雖然一切來得這么迅速，又這么令人孤單無助。

　　He held her head and 29)reassured her while I administered the injection. She 30)drifted off to sleep, her head 31)cradled in his hand. The animal looked quiet and at rest. The owner now bore all the suffering.

　　當(dāng)我進(jìn)行注射時(shí)，他捧著她的頭，讓她安心。她漸漸沉睡過去，她的頭枕在他的手中。她看上去寧靜而安詳。而此刻，她的主人背負(fù)了所有的苦痛。

　　Something was missing, though. I did not feel I had completed my task. It came to me suddenly that though I had asked him to become a man instantly, and he had done so with grace and strength, he was still a child. I held out my arms and asked him if he needed a hug. He did indeed, and in truth, so did I.

　　但是，還有事情沒做。我覺得我還沒有完成自己的任務(wù)。我突然想起來，雖然我讓他趕快成為一個(gè)男子漢，而他也優(yōu)雅而堅(jiān)強(qiáng)地做到了，但他依然是個(gè)孩子。我伸出了雙臂，問他是否需要一個(gè)擁抱。他確實(shí)需要，而且說實(shí)在的，我也需要。